Rong Fei is not honored

Chapter 179: Make peace with the outside world first

But as time went by, all the emotions in Zhao Ma's heart were replaced by panic. Why has the master not made any movement for so long? Several hours have passed. Is this matter really that serious?

In fact, at first, Madam Zhao didn't think that this matter would have any impact on her master. After all, her master was already the queen and had a prince by her side. Even so, she knew that something had happened to old Master Sony.

But the Hesheli family is a big family with great wealth, there will always be someone to take over. Moreover, in Zhao Ma's mind, the Hesheli family's reliance has long since changed from the old man to their own master.

Because she was deeply favored by the empress, the bully Zhao Ma didn't take other people seriously at all. Not to mention the lowly women from the bondservants, even the noble ladies of the Eight Banners were not taken seriously by Zhao Ma, as if they were just the lowest-ranking concubines.

Therefore, she ignored Concubine Zhang, who was pregnant with the eldest princess, and ordered the eunuch to drag Concubine Zhang, causing her to become disabled.

But now, the queen seems to be about to fall. What will be the fate of a maid in Kunning Palace like me? Especially since I am the queen's confidant, no concubine in the palace will let me go.

The queen in the palace was reflecting, yes, reflecting, analyzing from the inside out the foolish things she had done since entering the palace, instead of being so self-righteous as to push all the blame onto others, and then reluctantly lowering her posture to seek a way to survive.

The news sent back from the previous dynasty was good news. The last layer of fig leaf of the queen had not been torn off. All the court officials who suggested punishing her were punished, and the crime was to frame the queen.

But everyone knew that what those people said was true. It was just as Mafa said, "The queen had a good reputation before entering the palace. She was praised as the perfect lady. After entering the palace, she was disciplined by the Empress Dowager. How could she do such a thing?"

Mafa dragged her sick body to court, not hesitating to offend the Emperor, and tied her own reputation to the Empress Dowager and the Aisin-Gioro family, all in order to keep her position as Queen.

It was her own fault that she was unfilial. After becoming the queen, she lost herself in the day-to-day flattery, and became conceited, but she forgot that she and the Hesheli family were one.

It was right that the queen should not put her own and her family's interests first, and it was also right that the greatest support in the harem was the emperor's heart, but she should not stand in opposition to the Hesheli family, nor should she separate herself from her family.

Unless there is another daughter of the Hesheli family in the palace, and unless her value far exceeds that of herself as the queen, the Hesheli family, herself, and her children must be natural allies, and the possibility of betrayal is very small.

But Your Majesty, your husband is different. Although you are his wife, you are not the only one, and your children are not the definite heirs. You see, there are several emperors in history who were born of legitimate wives.

The royal family is the place that cares the most about the distinction between legitimate and illegitimate children, but it is also the place that cares the least about it.

Thinking of the news just received from home, that her own daughter Mafa fell into a coma after returning home, and it is likely that she will die in the next two days, the queen's heart was filled with regret.

Obviously, when I was in the boudoir, I could be called smart, and that was why Mafa chose me. But since entering the palace, I seemed to have lost my mind. Those actions, although not wrong, were inappropriate.

Since she had chosen not to compete for the emperor's favor and had devoted herself to guarding the throne and the empress's position, she should not have lowered herself to save the relationship just because the emperor was protecting Nara.

Since he had chosen himself as the leader of the Hesheli family, he should have kept in touch with his family, instead of hiding things from his family again and again out of fear, causing them to make wrong moves based on wrong information.

Since he chose to murder the royal heir in order to ensure Chenghu's position, he should not have allowed Chengrui and Chengqing to be born. Between a son he had feelings for and a child he had never seen, the former would naturally be more likely to touch the heart of His Majesty.

As long as there is no evidence, what does it matter if everyone suspects me? Even if His Majesty and the Empress Dowager are sure it is me, they will not do anything to me without solid evidence.

There may be external factors that have influenced me to reach a dead end, but it is mostly because of my own mentality: I want this and that.

She wanted to be a good wife and a good queen for the Emperor, occupy a special place in his heart and leave a mark in the history books of the Qing Dynasty. She also wanted to hold on to power and let her children become the next emperor. She didn't want to see the Emperor favor other women and their children too much.

Wanting a reputation for being wise and magnanimous, but unable to suppress the jealousy in your heart, there is no such good thing in this world.

However, the queen did not expect that she had obtained everything she wanted in the life that Ji Nai had experienced. However, at that time, she had complete control over the palace power and acted secretly, so as not to leave any handle.

Moreover, because Kangxi had herself in his heart, even if he noticed something was wrong, he was unwilling to investigate further and did not want to see the other side of his beloved wife. With the emperor's intention, no matter how unwilling others were, they could not dig up the evidence of the queen's guilt.

Although Yinreng did not succeed in ascending the throne, he was made the crown prince soon after he was born. The child received favors that no other child had ever received.

But now, because of Mafa's threat, although His Majesty denied his crime of murdering the royal heir, everyone in the previous dynasty knew that this was just His Majesty protecting the reputation of the Aisin-Gioro family, and it was just tacitly understood.

It can be said that as a queen, she has lost all her dignity. However, a strange light flashed in the queen's eyes. From another perspective, her position as queen is still stable.

No matter how dissatisfied His Majesty is, as long as he does not want to tarnish the reputation of the royal family and does not want to contradict himself, he will not do anything to me.

But the Queen also understood that the Emperor could not rely on his pitiful little affection for her. If she really went too far, the Emperor would not convict her, but would let her die of illness.

But it doesn't matter. It was all because I was too stupid before. I had been suppressing others, making them afraid to stand up or act rashly. I wasted so many knives in vain and got my hands dirty.

She had to think carefully about what to do next. But the first thing to do was to clean up Kunning Palace!

A cruel look appeared on the queen's face.

To fight against foreign aggression, one must first stabilize the internal situation. It was because I was foolish in the past that I acted on my own will, cut off one of my own arms, and disposed of Nanny Yan, my good helper, which led to the mistake in Kunning Palace.

But why you?