northernbook Chapter 138 The Reality of Husband and Wife (Subscribe)
Chapter 138 The Reality of Husband and Wife (Subscribe)
She didn't sleep well this time. After all, without Song Hongli by her side, Su Zhaoxue would wake up from time to time to see if the other party came back.
When she opened her eyes again, Su Zhaoxue found that the sky outside had gradually brightened, and Song Hongli had not come back all night.
Surprised by this fact, although Su Zhaoxue hadn't slept enough, there was no way for Su Zhaoxue to go back to sleep.
She got up and got dressed, and while no one noticed her, she walked slowly to the ancestral hall.
She wanted to try her luck to see if Song Hongli was here, but she didn't expect Song Hongli, who didn't return overnight, to actually kneel in the ancestral hall, obviously - she never left.
He was still wearing a somewhat tattered white robe torn by himself, and his face was even more haggard than yesterday.
His lips were cracked due to dryness, and he coughed a few times from time to time, making Su Zhaoxue feel uncomfortable.
Su Zhaoxue suddenly felt that Song Hongli was too incapable of taking care of herself. She was clearly so tired from taking medicine, but she still didn't rest, and even made herself so embarrassed.
"Master, why didn't you go back last night, I've been waiting for you for a long time.
Su Zhaoxue took a futon and sat beside Song Hongli. She reached out and touched Song Hongli's cold face, always feeling that something was wrong with this person at the moment.
Seeing that Su Zhaoxue was coming, Song Hongli didn't answer, just looked up at him quietly, then closed his eyes and meditated quietly.
He had been here all night yesterday and repented to Patriarch Weiqing, but the guilt in his heart did not diminish in the slightest.
Song Hongli thought a lot about that night. He was indeed bewitched by toxins and lost his mind, but this also showed that his spirituality was not firm enough.
If he could really cut off his emotions and desires, the incident that night would not have happened.
Therefore, even if Su Zhaoxue has a small part of the responsibility, the fault is really all on his own.
The more he understood this, the more Song Hongli blamed himself.
He also knew that no matter how long he knelt here, no matter how long he repented, he would not be able to wash away his sins.
He did this just for peace of mind, but unfortunately no one was willing to give him this chance.
"Master, why are you ignoring me? You have been wondering since yesterday, I didn't do anything wrong, why did you ignore me, obviously you were very kind to me that night.
Seeing Song Hongli ignoring herself all the time, Su Zhaoxue felt a little aggrieved.
She didn't know what was wrong with herself, Song Hongli had to ignore herself like this.
He didn't find food for himself, and he didn't come back to hold him even when he slept.
"Zhaoxue, it's not that I ignore you, it's just that I haven't figured out how to face you."
After listening to Su Zhaoxue's words, Song Hongli replied in a low voice, this was not perfunctory, but he really didn't know how to face Su Zhaoxue now.
If it didn't happen that night, he would just regard Su Zhaoxue as a fox, or at most a Fox Demon disciple who was cultivated into a spirit.
But after what happened that night, he could no longer treat Su Zhaoxue as his own apprentice. After all, they were married, and he even took her body.
Even if Su Zhaoxue doesn't care, Song Hongli does.
On the one hand, he thought that if Su Zhaoxue could be more honest that night, that kind of thing would not have happened, but he couldn't help but feel guilty about Su Zhaoxue.
The pressing pain made Song Hongli's heart tie countless knots. He didn't know how to untie it, and he didn't want to see Su Zhaoxue.
Hearing Song Hongli say that he couldn't face himself, Su Zhaoxue frowned, not understanding why he couldn't face himself.
Immediately thinking of what happened that night, he thought that Song Hongli was shy.
The memory evoked the residual feeling in the body, and Su Zhaoxue felt that Song Hongli had become more and more pleasing to the eye since that night.
Thinking like this, she felt that Song Hongli had become better-looking.
"Master, I'm hungry, you ignore me, I haven't eaten much. Let's go find some food, and then go to the things that night, okay?
"You made me feel so comfortable that night, although it hurt a little at first, but the back was tight, I like you like that, and I want it more.
As Su Zhaoxue spoke, Song Hongli's weak body had already wrapped around her.
On the other side, listening to Su Zhaoxue say these words, his face was still charming, Song Hongli's face turned pale, he hurriedly pushed Su Zhaoxue away, revealing a panic he had never experienced before.
"Zhaoxue, don't mention what happened that night. I... I won't do that kind of thing with you again."
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Song Hongli said in a low voice, but Su Zhaoxue's voice and coquettish attitude that day appeared in his mind involuntarily, and his heartbeat became faster and faster.
He felt that he had committed an unforgivable crime, and even Su Zhaoxue was his own apprentice.
"Why can't I mention it again? Why can't I do something that is so comfortable?"
Hearing Song Hongli saying that he would never do that kind of thing with himself again, Su Zhaoxue asked anxiously.
She is still a Fox Demon in essence, she doesn't understand this aspect, and she can't see through Song Hongli's thoughts.
In her world, she can do whatever is comfortable, as long as it suits her heart.
"Zhaoxue, as a demon, you don't understand what human beings can't do. I'm a Taoist priest, and I'm your master. What I did with you has broken the most taboo ring of Xuanlingzong.
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"I'm repenting at the moment, don't mention it again, in any case, I won't do it a second time with you.
Song Hongli explained that he wondered if Su Zhaoxue would understand it.
Sure enough, when he raised his head, he saw that the other party was frowning at him.
"Master, since you know it's a big taboo, why did you have to do it with me that night? What's more, didn't you reject me that day?
Su Zhaoxue didn't understand how Song Hongli suddenly changed his mind.
Although she also thought Song Hongli was weird that day, she thought that Song Hongli was much better than now.
She still didn't understand why Song Hongli restrained herself so much and lived like this, isn't she really tired?
"I was bitten and poisoned by a spider that day, and I was so delirious that I did that to you. If I was conscious at the time, I would definitely not have crossed the line."
"But you've already broken the precept anyway, so what if you break it a few more times?" Su Zhaoxue asked in a puzzled way, not understanding why Song Hongli was so stubborn.
"Zhaoxue, there are some things you don't understand, what you and I do is already a matter of husband and wife, and that kind of thing can only be done with the person you like, not what you and I should do in this relationship.
"But I like Shizun." Su Zhaoxue answered Song Hongli's words directly.
She didn't understand why Shizun said that, didn't she like him enough?
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