northernbook Chapter 365 Falcon.
Chapter 365 Falcon.
Half a year later, Li Zhan no longer existed.
Lu Tingshen's strength is not just in his ability to wield guns and sticks. He is a businessman, so he has to solve problems in a businessman's way.
Later, he changed his name to: Falcon.
He never mentioned his family or his past again.
He was very skilled in battles and was adept at everything he did, and gradually became the second-in-command.
Lu Tingshen also trusted him very much, of course they had been together for more than just one or two years.
He dedicated his youth and life to Lu Tingshen, which is why the Lu family's business empire is so deeply rooted. Of course, his contribution cannot be denied.
If there was a change of heart, it dates back to a long time ago.
In fact, people change. From your 20s to your 40s is a 20-year period.
Change happens in an instant, or at a certain point.
He risked his life for him and got corresponding rewards. Everything he has now comes from Lu Tingshen, but that is what he deserves.
Don't blame him for being ungrateful. After all, time can help people get over the mess.
He is a carefree person and he is willing to sacrifice his life when performing a mission because he doesn't want to live anyway.
Looking at the tombstones of his parents and sister, he couldn't utter a word. It was the highest level of heartache.
Li Zhan has always been in a passive position, just working according to Lu Tingshen's instructions.
He is his second hand and his second power.
At that time, Lu Tingshen was at the peak of his career, and many things were inconvenient for him to handle by himself, so he did them on his behalf.
Once he received a call asking him to find someone. He locked on the target in about ten minutes and found out that the other party was a girl.
She stood by the river, the cold wind blowing on her face, sad and touching.
When he saw his childhood for the first time, his heart seemed to tremble.
It's not a heartbeat, it's not a throbbing sensation, but more like a touch.
A common girl, born in an incomplete family, she is like a lily blooming alone, beautiful without the need for a foil.
She caught his attention, and he would secretly keep an eye on her for some time to come.
Tong Tong was not with Lu Tingshen at that time, so he was not curious about their relationship.
I can always meet her in some alley or corner.
Of course, she was in the light and he was in the dark.
If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't show himself in public.
If he didn't have that terrible scar on his face, perhaps he wouldn't have hidden in the corner and watched her silently.
Of course, this feeling is not pleasant, and only he understands it.
Fate is so torturous. He has almost nothing and even the girl he likes doesn't dare to approach him.
Later he learned that she had a bad childhood and her parents beat and scolded her. In addition to studying, she had to work part-time to supplement the family income.
Li Zhan had secretly helped her many times. For example, when she came back from the night shift, he would silently protect her from behind.
Once, there was a drunkard standing at the entrance of an alley. Childhood was so scared that he didn’t dare to move. Of course, in the early morning on the street, no one could get any help from him even if he cried out to the sky or the earth.
Li Zhan lowered the brim of his hat and walked over from behind. Tongnian watched someone walk over and followed him. Her hands were shaking at this time.
Li Zhan watched her enter the corridor door before returning.
Another time, her bicycle was stolen and she squatted there at a loss, her eyes red with anxiety.
The next day, her bicycle appeared downstairs of her house.
When I was a child, I was still wondering if I had forgotten it, since it was clearly lost.
There were many such coincidences, so many that he had forgotten them all.
Childhood is kind and simple like a blank sheet of paper. Day by day, his love for him deepened, but he just didn't admit it.
Do you like it?
Maybe he just saw the shadow of Li Ting in her, the same helplessness. If someone had helped her at that time, perhaps everything would be different.
Li Zhan was not cold-blooded, he was decisive in killing but he was forced to do so.
If that accident had not happened, he could have appeared in front of her openly.
Later, she had a series of encounters, lost her memory and moved into the Lu family.
From then on, he no longer paid attention to her whereabouts.
The throbbing emotion has been suppressed. Is it a pity that it ends before it even begins?
Of course, he didn't feel good during that period. Maybe he had a grudge against her from that moment on. After all, the girl he liked was taken by Lu Tingshen.
Maybe this is his fate, maybe he is not supposed to be happy.
Lu Tingshen was his benefactor, and giving the girl he liked to him might be considered a reward.
You can't fight for the war, nor dare you fight for it. You can only endure and accept it.
So what? No one will understand his pain.
If she could be happy, he would be willing to withdraw or give up, after all, he had no ability to make her happy.
He is a man who lives on the edge of a knife, a man who cannot stand the light, a man with a mission, and he should not be able to disturb her life.
He gave up at that moment. Shouldn't he give up?
But she was not happy, and Lu Tingshen was not good to her.
He witnessed how Lu Tingshen treated her, and on the night she escaped, he seemed to come alive again.
Afterwards, Lu Tingshen ordered him to look for it, but the matter ended in nothing.
He had found Childhood long ago, and he knew her whereabouts before he gave any orders.
However, there was no trace of his reply, as if he had evaporated from the face of the earth.
So, he was there when Tiantian was born alone and then went through those difficult days in childhood.
It’s not that Li Zhan didn’t help her, he just didn’t do it so obviously.
If it weren't for him, an outsider like her who was raising a child alone would have been bullied long ago.
But she was able to live there peacefully and safely for so many years.
I've seen him every day, but he has no memory of it when he was very young.
Childhood was really difficult at that time. He felt distressed because of her haggardness that was visibly seen with the naked eye, but he could only stand in the distance and watch over her silently.
Watching her carrying the heavy bag of rice by herself, her hands almost broken from exhaustion, he couldn't go forward. This was the biggest boundary between him and her.
He still didn't have the courage to stand in front of her, and still couldn't reveal his true feelings.
Later, Lu Tingshen sent him abroad to handle a batch of arms business for about three months. When he came back, she had already been found by Lu Tingshen.
The second time, he felt despair.
The woman that he had tried so hard to get but couldn't, was easily available to Lu Tingshen.
Yes, that's why people want to be born in Rome.
That night, Li Zhan was drunk and hatred was revealed in his eyes.
Is it hate?
Of course, there is also injustice in fate.
This was not his fault. Of course he hated Lu Tingshen. Why did he still look for her when he clearly didn't want her anymore?
Why can't you just let her go and let her live the life she wants?
Li Zhan turned evil, and at that moment, he was no longer loyal.
He wanted to be Lu Tingshen so that he wouldn't have to stand in the corner and watch her.
If he became Lu Tingshen, she would only have him on her smiling face.