northernbook Chapter 396 "Remember."
Chapter 396 "Remember."
Lu Tingshen paused for a moment, thinking of that couple, it was really a bit...
"and then?"
His expression was a little unhappy, but Childhood ignored it.
It’s not that I don’t care, it’s just that there’s no need to care now.
After all, that was her past, her parents, and it could not be severed.
"I forgive them."
forgive?
Lu Tingshen frowned:
"What did you say?"
forgive?
It's easier said than done.
But these words coming out of her mouth seemed so easy, like a relief.
Yes, why doesn’t she forgive? Why does she always indulge in unforgiveness?
They made mistakes, but that was in the past.
"I forgive them."
Childhood was repeated again, and it was really as if he had not heard the reckoning.
"why?"
Lu Tingshen was a little confused, just as she expected.
It’s actually very simple, there is no reason.
"I don't want to live in hatred all the time, and I don't want to be without a home."
No home?
"So this isn't your home?"
"Yes, but also no."
Lu Tingshen looked at her with a stubborn look on his face:
"What do you mean? I don't understand."
Of course he didn't understand because he had never felt this way before.
She is not cold-blooded, in fact she cares very much about her family's feelings.
She was forced into becoming a cold-blooded person.
She wears hard armor every day to let the world know that she is strong, but her softest part has not changed.
"This is my home, but my last name is Tong."
What she meant was simple, it was nothing more than that this was not her real home, the home deep in her soul.
"Have you forgotten what they did to you?"
Bringing up the past is just another hurt.
Childhood turned out the window:
"forget."
Yes, she forgot.
"But I haven't forgotten."
Lu Tingshen turned around to leave, but Tongnian called him:
"They are old, and if we don't forgive them now, there will be no time."
The moment she saw the wrinkles on her parents' faces, she decided to forgive them.
Lu Tingshen turned around and looked at her:
"I don't want to make you sad, and I respect your choice."
He didn't have time to dwell on what was going on between them because there were many more things to deal with.
In fact, Tong's father and mother are at most rogues, and his actions to deal with them are a bit of a waste of talent.
Childhood knew that he was unhappy, so he went forward, hugged his waist, and clung to his arms:
"I have a family now. I am not an orphan anymore."
Only after she said this did Lu Tingshen truly understand.
She needs a home, a family, and love.
This cannot be explained by a simple backer. What she wants is inner comfort.
She has always longed for her parents' approval and learned to please them since she was a child, just to make them love her more.
This is the shadow created by the original family, which cannot be compensated no matter what kind of relationship there is in the future.
Lu Tingshen loves her, respects her and tolerates her, but that can never replace the love of a parent.
So, what else can he do but compromise?
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Three days later, Lu Tingshen brought his family to his childhood parents' home.
Just like he said, don't understand but respect.
He was willing to make any compromise for her, including now.
Since childhood wants a home, he will try his best to maintain the feeling of home.
This was the first time Tiantian and Chenchen met their grandparents. In fact, Tiantian had met them once when he was a child, but he didn't remember it.
At that time, he didn't know the existence of his grandparents.
Tongxin arrived at his parents' house early in the morning. This house was bought by them.
The previous small house was no longer habitable, so they moved them to a bigger house so that it would be more convenient for them to reunite in the future.
At that time, he didn't expect his sister and brother-in-law to come.
That day was like Chinese New Year, everyone was happy.
Tong's father was waiting at the entrance of the corridor early in the morning, and Tong's mother also prepared her favorite meal from her childhood.
When Lu Tingshen drove his Maybach downstairs, the neighbors around were curious.
Although these low-level people didn’t know Lu Tingshen very well, they knew the luxury cars.
Everyone was watching, Tongnian got off the car and saw Tong's father:
"dad."
Lu Tingshen took a look:
"dad."
He also let go of all his previous prejudices, and of course he was not a rude person.
"Hey, hey."
Tong's father's eyes became moist, and then he looked at Tiantian and Chenchen who were coming down.
"Call me grandpa."
Childhood pulled them over and looked at them every day:
"Grandpa."
Chenchen stood there, a little stunned.
"Ai."
No one noticed whether she screamed out loud or not. Everyone was having a great time. Who would care what a few-year-old child was thinking?
"Come inside quickly."
This house is too small, not even as big as the toilet at home. Lu Xingchen wore the princess dress she bought in her childhood, feeling a little disgusted.
Of course, she had never been to such a place before, and she felt there was an unpleasant smell, and the corridor was also smelly.
The title of grandpa was different from what she imagined.
My classmate’s grandfather is either a professor or an overseas Chinese. Why does my grandfather live in this place?
As soon as I entered the house, Tong Xin and Xia Qian were helping to cook:
"Sister, brother-in-law."
Xia Qian also shouted:
"Sister, brother-in-law."
Lu Tingshen said nothing and nodded.
"Tiantian? Do you still remember your uncle?"
Tong Xin became excited when he saw Tiantian, which was completely different from his usual self.
After all, he had a very good relationship with him when he was a child, and he missed him very much.
"remember."
Tiantian has grown taller and is no longer the little boy who used to hug his thighs and chase him around.
He touched his head and it was no different from when he was a child.
The person who came in later was a little princess in a princess dress. She felt unfamiliar with everyone and everything.
"Is this Chenchen?"
Tong Xin was wearing an apron and wanted to get closer but she was dirty, so Lu Xingchen took a step back.
"Call uncle."
Childhood held her hand, but she didn't speak.
She just stood there and looked at him. The person in front of her was a stranger and she felt nothing at all.
They say blood is thicker than water, but there is nothing wrong with them. Her indifference is in her bones.
To ease the embarrassment:
"Uncle is a little too dirty, isn't he? Dress up more handsomely next time before hugging you."
Adults won't argue with a child, so it's still acceptable.
When everyone is together, they just chat and act as if nothing happened.
Lu Tingshen was the guest companion and spent most of his time watching them talk.
I have to admit that my childhood really belongs to this family. She has always been taciturn, but today she was particularly happy. She talked a lot more and even laughed heartily.
He felt that he had done the right thing. In the face of death and conflicts between people, everything seemed so important.
Wouldn’t it be nice to have a happy childhood?
Tiantian can fit in well with everyone, but he and Chenchen seem like two people who don't fit in.
Maybe it's because he has never experienced such a family atmosphere. People with these low-level logic are willing to find joy in suffering.
Lu Tingshen wanted to smoke and stood in the corridor.