northernbook Chapter 209: Unwavering
Chapter 209: Unwavering
Yun Ze'an took a deep breath, subconsciously trying to absorb his own unique scent, but he only smelled the fragrance of ambergris and sawdust filling the room.
He was silent for a moment, "I promise you, I won't take a concubine, as for..."
He turned his head and wanted to get close to his ear, wanting to see the small particles of trembling and the earlobe that was red enough to bleed.
However, he only saw a shadow, and his jaw didn't even drop.
All this made him feel depressed, at a loss, and inexplicably aggrieved. It felt like something was blocking his chest. It didn't hurt but it was extremely uncomfortable.
He closed his eyes and said, "I...I only have feelings for you."
Bai Xing suddenly felt a little sweet in her heart, but also a little uncomfortable, and her earlobes turned red enough to bleed.
He looked up with no expression on his face, and only said: "I only hope that your heart will not waver and you will not let me down."
Yun Ze'an was immediately overjoyed. He loosened his arms and held his face with his hands, his voice trembling slightly, "Really?"
Bai Xing nodded, and the appeal in his eyes was almost becoming reality.
It seems to be saying, if you firmly choose me, I will never let you down.
Yun Ze'an smiled, as if his heart was filled, heavy and at peace.
But the words he said were extremely cold, "I won't give you half a year."
Bai Xing was stunned for a moment.
Yun Ze'an's eyes were extremely aggressive, and deep in his eyes was a deep possessiveness. He said word by word: "I will not waver."
Because he knew very well how much he longed for the person in front of him. He was like opium, addictive without knowing it.
Once you are addicted, you cannot quit.
How could he bear to let go of such a person?
Yun Ze'an clasped his hands together, about to hug him in his arms, but his hands were empty.
His expression suddenly became extremely ugly, and he stood aside with a sour face.
Shirahoshi burst out laughing.
He also wanted to hug the person in front of him and feel his warmth.
But at this moment, Bai Xing saw that he was more anxious than himself, and he felt a lot more at ease.
This is enough. No matter what the future holds, as long as he chooses himself, he will never let go.
Does it matter what others think?
As long as he is alive, he will guard the country. Who dares to interfere with his rule?
All obstacles and doubts will disappear the moment he becomes strong.
There was one thing they said that was very true. He was still young and had plenty of time to waste with them. He could even outlast them.
By then, they will be very old, and he will marry their Crown Prince in front of them.
I hope their hearts are strong enough.
Bai Xing regained his consciousness and said, "Aren't you busy? Go ahead, so they don't have to label me a scoundrel of a country."
Yun Zean chuckled, "Yeah."
Then, he sat down under Bai Xing's gaze, picked up the memorial on the table, glanced at it, picked up the pen, and wrote a few big words with an expressionless face.
Bai Xing curiously leaned over to take a look, and suddenly his eyes widened.
It read: "I have the audacity to request that Your Highness' engagement with Luoxia Valley has been cancelled, but our great country of Dayun cannot be without a successor, so I have come to request that Your Highness withdraw your decision and appoint another Crown Princess......"
My eyes accidentally swept across the signature, Yan Zhaoqing, and he was also the Minister of Internal Affairs.
This reminded him of a high-ranking official in ancient times, the Minister of the Central Secretariat, who was a first-rank official and also known as the Minister of the Internal Affairs and the Right Prime Minister.
It is an extremely important official position. I wonder if this person can be compared with it?
However, judging from Yun Ze'an's reaction, this person's official position must be quite high.
Bai Xing suddenly felt speechless. It was the same rhetoric, repeated over and over again. He couldn't stand it after listening to it a few times, let alone Yun Ze'an who was being lectured.
Bai Xing sneered. If he hadn’t said it, he would have really forgotten about Yun Ze’an’s ex-fiancée who had not yet married him.
Thinking of this, Yun Ze'an's careful care for that woman flashed through his mind again.
Bai Xing felt an inexplicable soreness in his heart, and said inexplicably: "You... and Su Wan..."
Bai Xing suddenly couldn't continue. He wanted to say: Do you still have her in your heart?
Studies have shown that indecision and self-limitation are among the nine main causes of failure.
Now that you have made your choice, you should trust him...
So does fear of rejection and avoidance.
Bai Xing closed his eyes. No matter how high-sounding the excuse was, he was still afraid of hearing what he didn't want to hear.
Yun Ze'an raised his head at this time and said "Hmm?" casually, with a long tail tone, his voice was magnetic and lazy.
Even though there was a hint of electronic music coming from the ring, Bai Xing's ears still turned red.
He rubbed his ears, which felt numb and tingling.
Bai Xing coughed lightly and turned his body slightly to the side, as if he was hiding something.
Finally, Bai Xing said, "You and Su Wan...how you treated her..."
Yunze looked at him steadily, with a smile in the corner of his eyes, and chuckled softly: "Are you...jealous?"
Bai Xing's face suddenly turned red with embarrassment, her eyes became wandering, and she gradually became annoyed by Yun Ze'an's laughter.
Amidst the ups and downs of emotions, he became more and more fearful, "You decide whether to tell me or not."
Yun Ze'an tilted his head and smiled slightly, his eyes slightly curved. Bai Xing couldn't help swallowing his saliva. Beauty can be misleading. He immediately recited the Three Character Classic silently and tilted his body slightly.
Yun Ze'an turned around, his hands never stopped, writing in bold and elegant strokes, and the characters were as sharp as a sword.
"Su Wan was the childhood sweetheart arranged between my mother and the master of Luoxia Valley. I have already cancelled the engagement with her. You don't have to take it to heart."
Bai Xing frowned, "I'm not asking you this." He took a deep breath, "I'm asking you, how you feel about her, do you still have her in your heart?"
Yun Zean raised his eyebrows, "Why do you ask?"
Bai Xing calmed down and suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Should he say that he saw...
How could he say something like this when he didn't know whether it was true or not?
Bai Xing lowered his eyes and stopped talking. It’s up to you to say it or not.
However, this matter has already taken root and sprouted in his heart. If it is not resolved, it will definitely disturb him from time to time.
Whenever he gets annoyed and tired, they will end, and he doesn't want that.
Even if it doesn't go as planned in the end, he has given it a chance now...
Yun Ze'an saw Bai Xing stopped talking, and suddenly became a little nervous. He put away the thought of teasing and said honestly: "Su Wan and I are innocent. I don't have any romantic feelings for her, and I have already cancelled the engagement."
"Let's... not talk about her anymore, okay?"
Yun Ze'an's last words sounded almost pleading, as if he was afraid that Bai Xing would dislike him. He carefully stretched out his fingertips to reach Bai Xing's hanging fingers, but when he was about to touch them, he retracted them like lightning.
He was afraid to hear the words "impossible" and "not coming back" again.
He couldn't stand it.